very much so.

i do not like feeling anything towards people. i wish i were truly asexual and unable to feel any desire, whether physically or emotionally, for anyone.

unfortunately, that is not the case.

i guess things would be so much easier if he liked me.

i wish. i wish he liked me. i wish that somehow, someway, he'd like me.





drag ball was amazing. i want to forever dress like a guy.

and michelle got her gohonzon. what an amazingly trying weekend.

SO. Today we registered for classes. To be honest, I've never had to register for a class in my entire life, so this was definitely a new (and fucking harrowing) experience. Still... all I can say is that if this ever happens again, I will fucking kill a bitch.

Yeah, my classes are Mon-Fri, though Tuesday and Thursday only have one class. This is basically how it goes.

Mon - (10:10-11:40) Writing 101 with James Williams --MY DREAM CLASS YES
(1:00-2:30) Japanese 101 with Miyami -- She's supposed to be a sweetheart

Tues - (10:10-11:40) World History -- whateveer.

Wed - (10:10-11:40) Writing
(1:00-2:30) Japanese
(3:00-4:00) Psychology 100

Thurs - (10:10-11:40) World History

Fri - (1:00-2:30) Japanese
(3:00-4:00) Psychology 100


So not exactly the schedule I had in mind, but I fought dumb hard for this shit, so I'm pretty happy with what I got. Hopefully, next semester I'll be able to take something... enjoyable. Like Pac Basin! And... photography or some shit.