very much so.

i do not like feeling anything towards people. i wish i were truly asexual and unable to feel any desire, whether physically or emotionally, for anyone.

unfortunately, that is not the case.

i guess things would be so much easier if he liked me.

i wish. i wish he liked me. i wish that somehow, someway, he'd like me.





drag ball was amazing. i want to forever dress like a guy.

and michelle got her gohonzon. what an amazingly trying weekend.